Writing takes my mind off other things. Its been almost 6 years that I have been writing. It is a form of emotional vent out to me, the things i wouldnt dare utter is what i write down to keep me sane and organised. The journals have been filled , saved and eventually in the moment of fury burnt off as well.I started maintaining happy journals too but that journey didnt take off too well. Its the most prettiest book I have been gifted to write in , but somehow havent ever been able to write in it.
There are days when something life altering happens to you. Guess today is one of those days. Never in my life did i ever think something like this would ever happen. People whom u trust so much , when they break ur trust what do u do? Am i like a different soul stuck smwhere in a diffn world ? Have i evolved too much. Forgiveness comes very naturally to me but in this case its too much. My brain cant comprehend something like this happening. It proves all bullshit of trust wrong.
What would be my reaction? fight or flight ?
Fight it is for sure this time.I have had enough being sweet , I dont want to be one anymore. Some people really need to be shown who really they are. Even if it means absolving that relation forever from my life. Cus it aint worth it if i get treated this way.
More on this later < i need to sort it out first asap...
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